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Is It Subconscious Self-Sabotage, A Sickness, Or Am I Just Fucking Broken?
Last Monday I got discharged from the Bridge House because I drank and got extremely drunk. I was in a great place where I was surrounded by good people and had three months of safe shelter. All I had to do was stay sober. I’m lucky I have my Mother and Sherri because I am…
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Change and Uncertainty
I want to change. I need to change who I am. There are so many things that I need to do it’s overwhelming to think about at times. I need to constantly remind myself to take it one day at a time, and sometimes that’s even challenging to do. Thankfully this new living situation is…
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A New Beginning…Again.
“Subconscious self-sabotage” seems to be a common theme in the events of my life lately, and of course, I don’t notice I’ve been doing it until after the fact when I’m questioning why and how these particular events happened to me. But then, in a funny way, I end up learning it was a good…
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An Introduction. My intentions for this blog.
The short version: The primary intention for starting this blog is to help others by sharing my challenges, successes, and most importantly, my failures. The long version: Just over one year ago I hit a new rock bottom in my life. Since then I have been struggling to pick myself back up as I battled…